Another beautiful day! Woke up feeling pretty good – so good that I had to lie back down for another hour. Isn’t it funny how your emotions can change in a matter of minutes or hours? On the second wake up, I felt really disconnected, not wanting to pray or even face the day. Knowing this as not an common thing, I got on with the routine of pills and breakfast, etc. As I was eating and catching up on the morning news, a shout just rose up within me and I had to let it out – literally - that quickly things changed. So I praised and shouted unto God for a few minutes. What’s the deal? Then, within the hour I became so sleepy, that I had to lie down – man! Maybe it was the meds, I don’t know, but it is very aggravating all of this fluctuation. Then my lovely wife called, needing me to look up some account information, which got me up and walking around. So then outside I went to feed the animals and all of a sudden here it goes again, I feel like a new man, sort of. Wow, I guess you just have to hang on and keep moving forward regardless of how you feel. “Walk by faith, not by sight” (2 Cor. 5:7). Many times, just a change of surroundings can get one into the right frame of mind. Changing rooms, going outside or calling a friend. Go for it.
More later . . . George.