I'm still here ...

Cover your tomato plants - it's supposed to get cold tonight!
Sorry for the lack of blogging - the past two days i have been feeling pretty 'yucky'. I am making myself do it right now because i could always be feeling alot worse than i am now, so suck it up and type big daddy! I don't know if it's the medication the food or an interaction of both. My insides are sore and unpredictable - or should i say predictably unpredictable. My back and ribs are sore also - but the back feels more like the skin is really tender, not like the usual lower back strain, just another unusual symptom. I found that if i get in the shower (since the Dr. said not to soak in the tub yet due to the incision) and turn the water to 'just about can't stand it's so hot' and let it run on my back, i get relief for a while during and afterwards. You know, when we designed the house, i was determined to have my own hot water heater for my bathroom and have it really close. I can take a long hot shower with a 40 gallon monster.
Food and liquids still taste funny. I ate some green peas today that tasted great and then ate some green beans right next to the peas that were funny tasting. I cannot figure out the chemistry behind this one. Let me recommend something to you all - if it tastes good and goes down good - thank God over and over for it - cause it is sure frustrating when your food/taste buds get messed up. Remember while in middle and high school in the lunch room and some kid would try to mess with your food? It's kind of like that.
I also find that i get the chills real easy since the surgery. Robin says it's due to the 45 lbs. weight loss - no insulation. So i keep a light jacket with me most of the time.
Enough of my belly aching.
Another fish - or should i say turtle story. There i was - feeding the fish today (part of my keep me from going crazy therapy) I was down to one little piece of bread. So i was just sitting there in my red fold out chair - not moving, looking into the water when suddenly there appeared a dinosaur of a turtle. This ain't no red or green ear fish tank turtle. This appears to be a snapping turtle. I have seen him several times before but not this close. Now follow me - he stayed underwater until he was about 5 feet from me, stopped, stuck his nose up for a breath, then came his eyes and part of the huge head. The whole time he was staring at me - like he was checking me out. The preditor has become the prey - or so i felt. So i did'nt move a muscle. For about 15 secs. he watched me. I blinked my eyes ( because i had to) and he immediately disappeared into the deep quicker than i thought a turtle could move. I would love to capture, measure and identify and then release him. I would even probably give him (or her) a name. If a male - I would call him Shellton and if a female I would call her Shelly. (I hope ya'll get that one cause it's the best i got right now).
Seriously, God is on His throne and in control.
Some good news has reached my ears concerning one of the people i have asked ya'll to pray for - it appears that there is hope where before there was none. I'll let ya'll know more about it when i get a solid story.
We serve and unchanging God who desires to see change in us all the time. Figure that one out.
Talk to ya'll later. GW

Another great service ...

Church was awesome today! Worship was uplifting and inspiring. Pastor Don preached on the Holy Spirit. It's funny how I'll be thinking about something Saturday night while lying in the bed and then Pastor Don covers the same thing Sunday morning in all or in part. How does that happen? It's neat to get confirmation. God is always at work if we keep our heart, eyes and ears open to him.
LSU won (men's team) against the Aggies - sorry Pastor Bob White (Liberty Christian Fellowship) over in Cleveland, Texas. He is a huge Aggies Alum. Robin and I attended services there prior to my surgery in Feb. That is where Bob and Pat Griffin go to church - they were a super support to us while in Houston.
A friend of mine from work and his wife (Eric and Pattie) came by today after church. Robin has been friends with them since before we were married. Eric got me an interview at CVT which eventually led to me getting a job there 7 years ago. The best job I have ever had.
Please be in prayer for my dad - he is having eye surgery on his other eye this Wednesday.
Also, please pray for Jill H. , Michael H. , Christi W. - these all are battling cancer/recovery like myself. And remember the 12 year old named Austin , he is waiting for a heart/lung transplant in Houton.
While out and about, keep planting the good seed. The farmer plants 100 acres of corn knowing that not every seed will germinate. Some will be eaten by birds, some may sprout and be killed by a disease and some will fall pray to insects. But the vast majority will grow and produce one to two ears of corn for each seed planted. He continues to plant because he knows the eternal law of sowing and reaping.
While we are out and about our daily lives, continue to plant the good seeds of faith, hope, love, patience, forgiveness, kindness etc. - knowing that you will reap a harvest and not only you but others also. Remember, God is not mocked, whatsoever a man/woman sows, that shall they also reap. Lord, help us to keep sowing the good seed for you Glory.

Symptoms ...

I have been asked many times about how i found out about the pancreatic cancer i was recently diagnosed with. In retrospect, i can see early signs/symptoms months before anything major became apparent. Here is a short list. I write these down only for the purpose of hopefully helping someone out there who may be having similar symptoms.
1. I found that i was much more comfortable digestively speaking, if i slept on the couch in an inclined position. This became a habit which i attributed to me having been taking night call at work for the past 7 years. I would sleep on the couch so as not to wake up Robin when i would be paged to go to the Hospital.
2. While driving over a long distance, my ribs under my pec muscles would feel like they were caving in to my abdomen. I would take my hands and hold/pull on my upper rib cage to get relief at red lights, etc.
3. Eating and not being satisfied and then feeling like the food was not being processed or moved beyond the level of my stomach/upper intestines - so i would eat more a little while later thinking this might push things on through. This did not work. Robin recalls me complaining about the above symptoms.
The closer i came to early Dec. 2005 the worse this symptom became.
4. In Nov. 2005, i recall that my back was beginning to hurt at the lower level between my shoulder blades. I could not get relief from this pain with a massage or pills. I could function but it was a 'pain in the back'.
5. Fatigue was another sign. Dragging around the month before i was thinking i needed a vacation. (But i did not want this kind!)
6. Then early Dec. 2005, my urine became very, very dark orange and my stool was very lite tan, almost white. This is a very significant symptom which shows that bile flow is compromised and the kidneys are now having to be the pathway for getting bile out of the body - which is not good, especially for a long period of time. Bile in the intestinal tract is responsible for the dark color of stool. If it is no longer flowing into the digestive system, you will have a lite colored stool.
7. Another new fact to me was that without bile going where it should, not only do you not properly digest, but you are losing essential amino acids/proteins and other ingredients which you are eating but not getting the full benefit of - hence weight loss and fatigue.
8. The last symptom that i should have picked up on myself was also the most obvious - jaundice. When the bile backs up into your system - your eyes and skin slowly turn a yellow/gold shade. Because we all look at ourselves everyday in the mirror - this can sneek up on you - just like it did me. Robin had a lady friend, who now lives out of town and who was in for a visit, who told Robin after she found out about my diagnosis that when she saw me the first time in the school gym "that George looked like he was sick". She was kicking herself for not saying something.

Hindsight is always 20/20. I pray none will ever have to deal with cancer, but i know that is wishful praying/thinking. Hopefully in the near future we as a society will find the root causes and more efficient cures for these various afflictions. Until then ya'll, please pay attention to your body and what it is telling you. Had i done that i would have possibly been 6 weeks or more ahead of the game. My God give us wisdom and knowledge and understanding. God bless. GW.

Hang up ...

I cannot get the blog to post on the site for some reason, it continues to give me an error message. It's too long to type again and too late. I'll work on it tomorrow. GW.

LSU won ...

1.) LSU (4) played IONA (13) tonight and won 80 to 64 i think - thank God since IONA is ranked 13th and LSU 4th! I only watch basketball occasionally if our local teams are playing.

2.) We finally got a little rain - a little is better than none.

3.) A friend of mine from work (Scott) was off today and he came to visit for a while. We watched a little B-ball, talked about work stuff and of course made at pass by the pond to feed the fish.

4.) My niece is coming in Friday from Tuscaloosa Alabama (Roll Tide) to visit for a day - she is my brothers middle child.

5.) My parents are in for a few days and that is always a blessing. Dad fixes stuff and 'philosophises' and moma cooks, cleans, plays ball with the kids and whatever else you need her to do. They, along with my brothers family were staying here on the property after Katrina and we got used to seeing each other and now it is strange not seeing them every day.

6.) I am now leaning towards rabbits instead of goats - and with the bird flu thing, i may not even get chickens. We'll see.

7.) My wife and kids are super!

Now, on to some other stuff...
Bring what you have to God. How ever little or big you may think it is, God has a way of multiplying things. The little boy with the fish and the loaves (St. John 6:9) probably was not thinking 'hey great, the disciples called me out' - if i were the kid i would have been looking for a bush to hide behind. Or, maybe he was so young he had not even developed a self conscious attitude yet. Who knows, but Jesus took the loaves and the fish, blessed it, they handed it out and after all was said and done there were 12 baskets when they were through.
That reminds me of another song i wrote a while back called "Work with what you've got" it kind of has a blues type sound ...

A little boy with two fish and five loaves of bread
The disciples looked at him like he was out of his head
Jesus blessed the bread and broke the loaves in two
They had twelve baskets when they were through
Everyone was full when they were through
So what you gonna do?
Work with what you've got

What little do i have that i can give to God? Resources, expertise, money, time, cousel, encouragement, talent (singing etc.) and more. I think God wants your heart more than the above list of stuff, because once He has your heart, the other stuff will come. He can and does multiply that which we give - you give an offering and the recipient is blessed, you are blessed and the kingdom moves forward. The person who receives then learns the concept of giving and becomes one who is a giver - and not just a giver of money. This thing is so much bigger than finances. Exponential growth is what i am thinking about - as we all give and do our part, He makes it all work together for His Glory and our good.
In the future, I plan on blogging on the subject of the "C" word (Cancer) and other "C" words that have even more power in our lives. Until then, God be with you, in you and working through you for His good pleasure.
GW.

Acceptance ...

I was asked the other day - like I have before - do you ever get bored? With all of the physical limitations i am presently under do the days get long and boring? Well, after thinking about the idea of boredom itself, here is what my thoughts are on the subject. An inquisitive mind does not see boredom as an option - it's almost like the word is not in the vocabulary. Notice i did not say an intelligent mind or a mind with a high IQ - just one that likes to question and inquire. Nature supplies an abundance of fascination, especially with Springtime. Allow the simple things in life to thrill you. A sunrise or sunset is art in motion and it is so much more enjoyable when shared with another. Watching people walk around and interact with each other - not trying to judge or figure them out - just people watching. With the recent cool weather - close your eyes, breath in a big deep breath, and let it out slowly. While your eyes are still closed just relax and listen, don't think about what comes next, just listen. Do not think about your have to's and your gotta do's - be still my soul and know that He is Lord. Five minutes of that a few times a day can re-charge your spiritual batteries.
Another thing is to focus on what you can do, not what you cannot do. I can read, walk, sing, play the guitar, write on my blog, work on my songs/music, feed the fish in the pond and see what new creature decides he or she likes bread after all, visit with family, be chauffeured around to Dr.'s appointments or to the store. I can now eat real food, cook, walk the dog, sit on the deck and observe the birds and the bees and water my plants. My list of I cans is so huge i need to stop now before i run out of room.
As for what i cannot do - That is where acceptance comes in. When i was given the diagnosis with surgery following and now recovery, i was told what to do and not to do and i accept my present, temporary limitations. There is so much freedom in acceptance of where God has you. What if i had decided to buck the advice of my Dr. and mull around the house all day angry and frustrated or maybe even hurt myself physically trying to do things i know i am not supposed to be doing. Why be miserable when you do not have to be.
Now don't confuse the type of acceptance i am speaking of with defeatism. You know the mentality which says that i could never be anyone or do anything special so as a result I'll just 'accept' my mediocrity and live the dismal life of a quiter. I am referring to God and accepting where He has you stationed at a particular time and for a particular reason. The way may not always make sense, but in the end - which implies you have to go through the beginning and the middle to get to the end - it all comes together. That's God's artwork and He is really good at it. Each day is new and has it's own blessings and challenges. Give us this day, our daily bread - and grace and mercy - for today. Let tomorrow and yesterday take care of themselves. So no, boredom is not an option.
Here are a few lyrics from one of my songs which applies:

"Live everyday like it may be your last
You can mold the future, but you can't change your past
Your yesterdays, they are all gone
But tomorrow is yet to come"

A medical update: We met with Dr. Patten today at Mary Bird Cancer Center and he knows my case and the medical oncologist at M.D. Anderson. We discussed about 3 or 4 chemo options all of which are FDA approved and all of which could be administered here in BR. My appt. in Houston is 4/2 thru 4/5. We will discuss their options for me then.
We contiunue to pray and praise. I am eating more than i want to, but Robin holds me accountable as to my daily intake. I still weigh about 155 lbs. That's highschool weight. Thanks for all of the meals prepared by family and friends - I'll try to eat it all if possible.
Time for bed (or in my case, the couch). Love ya'll. GW

Birds, bees and Unity ...

Spring has sprung! I think? The way the birds and the bees are acting around here you would think spring was in full swing. The ants are making their piles, the birds there nests and the bees are all over the fruit trees.
This morning as I was taking my daily driveway walk I noticed the above things. I am fascinated by a pair of red tailed Hawks who have built a nest about 100 ft from my front door in a very large and open topped oak tree. It took me weeks of observing them to figure out what they were doing. But the kicker is they are building the nest together. I do not recall seeing only one of them - if moma flies by dad is only a few seconds away. And sometimes they will catch the wind when it has a strong updraft (so high you almost cannot tell what type of bird they are)and fly around in circles together screaming their classic screeching sound call to each other. It's almost like they are just enjoying each others company on the wind. A few days ago I saw the female fly by with some nesting material in her mouth and then again later in the day with even more material in her clutches. It will be interesting to see if any baby hawks come out of this union.
The ants are even documented in scripture as to their work ethic and power of unity - do I need to elaborate this to anyone living in the south? You have to admit they are very impressive even if they are destructive. If you knock it down they will rebuild it. Without complaining.
The bees are also an example of unity. They work like crazy! Thank God for them because without bees, pollination would literally be left to the wind - which is not nearly as efficient. And what would life have been like without honey - what would Pooh bear have done?
All of these are part of God's design.
Sunday was one of those 'God has changed the order of service type Sundays'. Pastor Don did not even get to share his message. Near the end bro. Keith shared Ps. 133 - "The unity of the brethren" - what is being accomplished and what more could be when we act in unison. The congregation held hands and prayed - literally - in unison.
Go to the hawk, the ant and the bee and observe their selfless unity. Just as nature has them pre-programmed by instinct to do what they do - so the Holy Spirit has to lead us, guide us and train us in the ways of righteousness - which takes more than a few days, weeks or even months. The road of faith is a very long - life long road we have to walk. Sometimes the way is obvious and clear and then at other times the way is foggy and steep.
Joseph was thrown into a pit and also into prison during his walk of faith without knowing where he was being lead by God. I'm certain he doubted himself many times as to the strange turn of events in his life, but he hung on to God and in the end his faith was vindicated and in the end it all made sense. The people that would produce a Messiah were saved.
Isn't that what we all want - for our lives to make sense - to make a difference? I wonder, on a regular basis, where all of this stuff I am dealing with now is going to take me. There can be a daily roller coaster of emotions some days and others it seems like there is no battle at all - even before the cancer diagnosis some days were more difficult than others. But God is faithful and He is unchanging. We rely on God because He is reliable- we trust in Him because He is trustworthy. You cannot out give God and you cannot praise Him enough. He is worthy of everything we can offer and more.
I'll try to be more consistent with my blog ya'll - you know how the simple things distract me.
God Bless. GW

Monday !

Another Monday, another choice. Choose this day the one you will serve, the one you will listen to, the one you will rely on. I choose to rely on the One (Lord) cause the other one (me) has proven time and again to be misled and tricked and weak. His ways are so much higher and more profound than anything I could dream up. His adventures make Indiana Jones look like a board game. And He loves nothing more than to see a life changed and regenerated and worshipping Him.
Today has in store more walks, getting a presciption filled, feeding the fish some more bread - those suckers are waiting for me now - and still can't drive or pick up anything heavier than a phone book. That is the toughest one to obey even though I understand the reason.
The last few days I have slept better than most and yet I still go through a daily rollercoaster of eating, bloating getting weak and then feeling okay, so I guess that's all a part of it. This Wednesday will be week 4 since the surgery so I am still ahead of the game as far as being home early and no complications. I am reminded throughout the day to rely on God to get me through various physical or mental challenges. He has put me in a good place and surrounded me with love and wise counsel.
I was at church Sunday in the balcony. My nurse suggested that I sit in an area with as little exposure to people as possible - come in late and leave early and don't linger she says. Even going to the store should be a get in and get out thing. It is only temporary all of this.
Talk to ya'll later. God be with you.
I shall live and not die, and declare/proclaim the works of the Lord

Beautiful weather ..

I have to blame the weather and my family for my lack of blogging lately. It has been like medicine to see my Alabama family. We cannot seem to see each other enough and when we do it is too short.
We have a basketball game in a few minutes and we have to pass by the 'goat man's' house. So I will write some more later on today. GBW.

More Family in ...

Sorry we had to miss church tonight, my Dad's mother and my mother's oldest sister came in from Alabama. We had us a mini family reunion. I have not seen either of them since all of this "pancreatic stuff" started. (Today is my 3rd week since the surgery and this all started in early Dec. 2005). We had some good food and fellowship and it is so good to just know they are in the same room with us.
Bought another pear tree with my paw- in- laws assistance. Fed the fish some bread (they prefer whole wheat) and the horse some clover. I think I have spoiled her to the green stuff. Still cannot pick-up anything heavier than a phone book (and don't want to) and wish my incision site would normalize real soon. If you have ever eaten too much food during the holidays and your stomach hurts from being stretch out too much - that is the only way I can explain how it feels. I cannot eat too much at one time though or I would be hurting. Progressive healing - thanks Pastor Don. That's what I am confessing and believing.
Live. Say whatever it was you wanted to say, do whatever it was you wanted to do and be who God created you to be in Christ. If you want to tell your kids how much you love them - then do it. You want to take that 15 minute walk with your spouse just so you can be alone and hold their hand - do it. You wanted to visit that friend you have not seen in a while - don't wait till a diagnosis comes in - do it. We were created unto good works. Do it, for Jesus sake.
Love ya'll. GW.

this is robin....

It has been great being home. The weather has been beautiful and trying to get back in the swing of things has been good. I am back at work and I am loving teaching and being back in the classroom. What a journey God has called us to walk. I cannot even tell you how many different thoughts cross through my mind on any given day. It has become very apparent what the Lord meant by taking every thought captive and making it obedient to Christ. I told George yesterday that the Lord laid on my heart for George to begin claiming the heritage he has for longevity. His maternal great-grandparents both lived to be 103 years old and celebrated 85 or more years of marrige. What a heritage!!!! Our Father is so real to me in every since of the word. He has held me, He has comforted me, He has encouraged me, He has rebuked me, and He has shown me that He is right in the middle of this journey with us.

I have shared with many of you that one of the biggest things that I have learned thus far is that God's grace and strength is only found in TODAY. DUHHHH!!!!!! It's not like I haven't read that a thousand times in the word, Jesus saying not to worry about tomorrow because tomorrow has enough worries of its own. At the very beginning of all of this God told me that He would give George and I strength and grace for the day we were in and that if I began to think about next week, next month etc. I would find myself overwhelmed. How true that is. I haven't allowed myself to many times to think beyond today because the few times I have tired I have found myself in over my head. But how faithful our Father is because the purposes He has for TODAY and the strength He has for TODAY, and the grace He has for TODAY is ENOUGH.

Be blessed my friends and keep your eyes firmly fixed on the Author and Finisher of our faith.

RW

Monday ...

Monday. A day to choose - do I want a good week or do I want to complain my way into a rut on the first day and ruin the rest of my week? Since I am not able to go back to work yet, the day of the week does not matter. I'm taking one day at a time regardless.
Here comes some 'facilities' talk for those of you who do not like things like that. Since I spend so much time in the 'throne' room, I have a small chair near the toilet that holds several books - one of which is the Word. It was opened to Psalm 118 - the whole thing is awesome - if you have not read it lately please do. "This is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it" and "I will not die but live and declare/proclaim what the Lord has done".
My Aunt Eva's Pastor in Montgomery, Alabama sends me a regular letter from their prayer meetings with all of the people who pray for me each signing there names on the bottom of the letter. The top half is an encouraging word from the Word by the Pastor. I glean so much from these letters and appreciate the hand signed touch, too. He is a man well aquainted with suffering since his wife has had years of extreme health problems and suffering. He said in one of the letterrs to 'proclaim the authority of God over this day' since this is the day that the Lord has made. He went on to say you may still feel pain and suffering, but you get straight Who is in Authority over your day. I used that this morning. My incision is acting up a good bit, aggravating, so i just decided to try and have a productive day anyway.
I have crimson clover I planted October last year all over the yard including in about a dozen potted Fig trees. The clover is almost 1 foot tall so I decided to clip the clover - which involved no squatting or heavy lifting and I had an umbrella blocking the sun - and feed it to the neighbors horse (no pun intended - neybors) She comes running when she sees me holding a few gallons of fresh cut clover. I know that made her day and it got me out of the house for a while.
The birds are all singing their songs and the bees are covering my blooming citrus trees. Have you ever seen a bumble bee - the big almost solid black bees that are not supposed to be able to fly (according to the laws of physics) - one will hover in place for several minutes, for what I do not know and then his buddy will dive bomb in and they will chase each other around a few more minutes and repeat the cycle all over again most of the day.
I see the Resurrection power of God in Spring - it is everywhere - expressions of God for those who have eyes to see and ears to hear.
Time to go pray with the kids and tuck them in. God Bless and may His Resurrection Power be with you today.
GW

Overwhelming ...

Overwhelmed. The one word that sums up my Sunday morning. But it didn’t start out that way - bear with me for the next paragraph. Saturday, I was kept pretty busy by Robin and the kids. We got in late and I ate more food than I have since the surgery - including some MEAT! Thank goodness! Robin is trying to pack me full of carrot juice, barley greens and other assorted vegis which is fine, but the man has to have some meat. We got in the bed after 11 pm and I woke up almost every 1 to 1.5 hours to either use the facilities or to stand up and let things re-seat. My insides settle while I am sleeping and I have to stand up or sit up about every hour or two for a few minutes to let them readjust. Between 4 and 5 am was the worst for some reason. God gives me Grace during these times of severe cramping, etc. and I try to use the time to pray for others who I know are recovering / suffering. It is not easy, but there are so many others who are suffering way more than me. There ain't nothing fun about it. Then from around 6 to 7:30 am I fell asleep on a recliner my father-in-law loaned me and had some good sleep. Still wanting for more.
We all got up and had breakfast - carrot juice and Ezekial bread for me - but I was very weak and was questioning whether I sould go to church. I was really feeling funny. But guess what, I had already determined in my heart that I was going to church the day before - regardless of how I felt. Have you ever had to force yourself to do something you wanted to do but didn't feel like doing? It was a struggle, but well worth it let me tell you.
We arrived a little late and worship had started - I hear the music flowing out of the door of the building like a soothing liquid. I was greeted by Coach Doise with a hug (he was also one of the first people to come to my home and pray for me when I had been released from OLOL Hospital the first time). Then brother Truett Thorn greated me with a hug and a church bulliten - and then I got another from Mr. D - then I saw Pete D. - Jerome and Bubba Lee (Harris) - at this point I had lost contol of my tear ducts and I was crying (for joy) and hugged them both. Overwhelmed and out of control at this point. I had to try and regain composure so I could enter the sanctuary - but I kept seeing people that mean so much to me walking in that I continued to lose control. Eventually I made it down the isle (the same one my wife walked down almost 17 years ago) and there was sister Bea - she turned around and hugged me and here it goes again - out of control. Then there was sis. Eileen - from then on I was basically a basket case for the whole worship service. There had been a "Men's discovery Weekend" this weekend and those guys were all over the church. Well here comes Russell, Craig and Buck - the three intercessors from my Men's weekend when I had given my testimony. They pray for me and supported and strengthened me. I needed it too.
Pastor preached on progressive healing - another on the mark message. We had to leave during the alter call cause I was so spent - I mean it was all I could do to keep standing. My parents and Aunt Eva came by on the way in from Houston with the trailer - it is parked by my house for a few weeks in case we need to head back to Houston. We visited for a while.
What can I say - God is so good. Even in the midst of it all, the anchor holds. Thankyou family, church, friends and thank you Lord.

God's House 'half full' ...

This blog is from back in February. This post struck a chord with so many people around the world - and I do mean around the world, you know how the internet is - that I decided to re-post it. So here it is.....
Back in Houston and it is cold – around 25 degrees. It was so good to see everyone at home and work and also church this morning. Pastor Don Williams preached a spirit led message this morning concerning how God’s grace is sufficient for us in any and every given situation. One brother after the service said, “he hit me between the eyes (spiritually speaking) “. It has happened many, many times to me that the message preached confirms things either that I am going through or something the Lord showed me in the Word or in prayer. Worship was awesome, as usual. We have an incredibly talented worship team at Hosanna.
Robin and I sat on the left side of the sanctuary this morning instead of front and center where we have been sitting for about 15 years, it appeared there was a visiting family sitting in our usual place . It was neat to see the congregation from a different perspective. I could see the peoples faces – many of whom I have known over the past 15 years. This is my church family. I thought about all of the things many of us have gone through individually and as a congregation. Our lives have been woven together like a beautiful tapestry over the years. Many of our children have grown up together and blossomed into young ladies and young men. Time has slipped by so fast, evidenced by a few new wrinkles and a few more gray hairs – and through it all is the evidence of the Faithfulness and the Love of our Lord and our Savior. I noticed something else as I looked around the congregation - there were way too many available seats. God’s house – this house – was not full. I shared that with Russell who was standing near me. I want it to be full, standing room only. Every empty seat means a life not changed and every occupied seat means a life available for Godly change. I have never boasted about the size of any church and do not desire to have numbers for numbers sake, but oh! those empty seats began to eat on me! God fill them! Fill them for Your Glory! Call me a fanatic, but Jesus died for people – people like you and me. I am praying for the Holy Spirit to move on me, you and the people that are around us that need Jesus so badly. What can I do to ensure another generation will be changed by Jesus in the next 15 years? Do what God leads us to do. God is preparing us.
I'm getting choked up reading my own stuff! Guys don't cry, do they? I'm thinking of people right now that I would like to invite to church. Some of them even used to go to Hosanna as a child. God help us all to bring them in so that they might see you.
Today was fairly busy for me - basketball, pine car derby racing with a nephew in boy scouts and getting the dog groomed. Fed the horse across the way some fresh clover twice and watered all of my trees which I will soon have to get into the ground. Dig this, my pear and peach trees are both in full bloom! Come on Spring!
God Bless. GW

Skipped a day ...

I didn't do anything productive yesterday. I was really in a 'funk' mentally and emotionally. My incision site felt like it was vibrating or some weird type sensation thing was going on. I was up every hour on the hour either using the bathroom or just trying to stand up and stretch out what felt like knots and pains and strange belly movements. This would temporarily readjust things and I could lay back down for about an hour and then get up and do it again. So I think that is why mentally I was unable to focus at all.
Besides the down part yesterday, a bright spot was my wife and my kids. Bryan and I played a game for about 30 minutes - that was good for me. Lauren gave me a back rub and Robin is keeping on me that things are going to get better. Also, a good friend (Stephen Muscarella) who is a missionary to Pachuca Mexico (i think i spelled it right) called - you talk about medicine to my soul !!! We must have talked an hour about what the Lord is doing in his life, family and ministry. It was so encouraging. He told me that I have no idea how many Mexican Christians are praying for me. Praise God! I met Stephen in a Math class at SLU in the 1980's. I noticed he was reading a small New Testament. We became friends and were involved in College Ministry (XA) while at SLU. Keep up the good Work brother Stephen.
Today is going to be a great day! I drank my carrot juice with a teaspoon full of 'barley greens' and a little while later Robin made me some eggs with toast. We walked to the street and back and visited with my in-laws. The weather is beautiful.
Hopefully all who read this will continue believing God and trusting Him in all things. Yesterday my feeling and emotions got the best of me but God is still faithful too me. That's the kind of God I serve. May you see Him today in the face of another. And may they see Him in yours. Love, Goerge.

Finally home ...

"Praise be to God from whom all blessing flow"!!!!!! We are home!!!! The last time I came home from Houston I got on the ground and kissed the driveway, but considering the waist to chest midline incision (9 to 10 inches long), I opted to just verbalize my enthusiasm. And I got to see and kiss my kids too!!!!
The trip was tough, I must admit. It usually takes only 5 hours - this time it took 8 hours - but they were filling a pothole - literally as in '1' pothole - which created a 5 mile traffic jam! I was at peace in the Lord during the trip - for one reason I was listening to some teaching CD's and secondly because there was an on-call available RV potty driving right in front of me ready to stop at a moments notice. Needless to say I took full advantage of the portable potty - thank God! We had to stop at least 8 times along the way. I kid you not. My system is not even close to what it used to be, but it is working and that is a huge step since I was basically re-plumbed! I had to finally take 1 pain pill around Port Allen. I have been successfully weaning myself off of it - only when really needing it do I utilize the 'big guns'.
Robin drove her car, Bob my paw in law drove the RV and I rode with Gladys my mother in law in the Suburban. I had pillows stacked all over me and a ready grip with both hands cradling the sacred incision. Have you ever been to Texas on I-10 ??? If I had a dollar for every bump I would be a billionaire! Some of the roads are like glass smooth, but then others are miles and miles of torture! I told Robin we are going to have to find another route to Houston before our 4 week check-up.
The meeting with the Doctor was very good. They say it was an excellent surgery and were very proud of the incision, my progress, etc.... The findings as far as the pathology report showed evidence of some lymph node involvement. When we return in 4 weeks he will lay out our options for treatment - we do plan on checking out our options here at Mary Bird Perkins Cancer Center, too.
I have so much to type, but I will limit it to this for now.
Please continue to pray for John Simpson - the brother is going through it and I can relate.
Please also remember Michael H. , Jill H. and Christi W. who all are battling cancer. Thankyou.

Now to the Author and Finisher of our Faith be all the praise and thanksgiving. He has seen us through a tough season and will carry us through the next by His Grace and Mercy which He freely gives to us all daily. Thankyou friends, family and Church for alllllllllll of your prayer and support. We love you!!! GW/RW

We met with Dr. Pisters this morning at around 11 am. He said that the incision was near perfect, the blood work was better than his and that I could go home today if I would like to. If I would like to? Initially, he had said I would have to stay in Houston for about 2 weeks following the surgery. The surgery was on Feb.15th and today is Feb.28th. For thirteen days we have been away from home. This is almost too good to be true. We are planning on leaving tomorrow hopefully, but in this life all things are subject to change. That’s where faith comes in I guess.
My incision area is still sore with movement and my shortness of breath he said would both resolve soon. This is where holding the line comes in. We will come back in 4 or 5 weeks for a CT scan.
The post-op reports and oncology/biopsy results we will blog soon. I believe we got it out just in time! To God be the Glory for great things He hath done.
GW/RW

Finally ...

The blessing has over taken me about 6 times today. So I am very ecxited to say the least! Otherwise, it has been a day of naps and walking softly. Eating, but not too much. Trying to back off the pain pills to wean myself off of them. I can see how people could easily become addicted to medications if they were not careful. Recovery mode is just another part of the process we have to endure, but I am trying to live life inspite of how I feel or think. Calling on the name of the Lord as my refuge is the only successful option.
Something interesting happened when Robin and I came the Hospital room the first time. I thought the door number marker looked like it said PS11 and she thought is looked like P 511. Both scriptures contain the word 'refuge'. God has been and will continue to be our refuge.
Bedtime, got to go. Love ya'll. GW/RW

A little humor ...

You might be a Redneck if ...

If after a lengthy hospital stay you bring home your IV pole and use it as a plant hanger,
You might be a Red Neck.

If bring home all of the silverware you used during your hospital stay because you think you ‘paid for it’, you might be a Red Neck.

Just had a little flash of redneck humor the other day in the Hospital. We are now back at the RV awaiting the movement as you all know. Russell, thanks for such discernment and insight as to how I may tap into the flow.
The sun did not come out to any degree during my entire stay at MD Anderson except for 2 times. One was during a prayer involving some friends we met in Texas, the hospital Chaplain and Robin and I - towards the end of the prayer the sun came out for a few minutes and lit up the room. The second was today - by the time we were told we were going to be discharged until sundown it was shining bright and clear. Some call it a coincidence but I just believe God knows how to brighten up His kids world.
While awaiting the discharge orders, I wanted to see if there might be some Sunday morning preaching on TV. Just by 'coincidence' Charles Stanley was on and after listening to about 15 min. he basically quoted every scripture we had been standing on and encapsulated our present situation - this was so weird we called and bought the CD!
We are very thankful this phase of the battle is over. We have about 2 more weeks in Houston or until the Dr. releases us. Prayer is the theme we must manitain since there will always be some challenge or battle somewhere.
Talk to you all tomorrow. GW/RW

Backlog blogging ...

Here are few days to catch everyone up.

Thursday, Feb. 24th, 2006
For those with a weak stomach, you might want to skip a few lines … the only thing partially holding me back from being released from the Hospital is a good, normal bowel movement and also the last IV to be taken out is the Central line in the right jugular vein. In anticipation of me having a normal movement tomorrow the Dr. ordered my Central line to be removed tonight. I asked if we could wait 1 more day and they said yes. The nurse came in and ‘hep-locked’ the lines which means they are still in my neck, just not connected to the IV pole. Now I can move about freely. Here’s the funny part. I felt a little abdominal movement and headed for the restroom hoping this would be the ‘one’ – dragging the IV pole all the way! It was only after I was dragging the pole back out of the bathroom did realize that the IV line was no longer connected.

Robin’s brother and his wife brought our kids to see us this weekend. You talk about a blessing! Of course they look as if they had grown several inches. It was medicine to my soul. They couldn’t stay long since it was so late.

Friday, Feb. 25th, 2006
I did not want to have to receive a blood transfusion following the surgery – but I became severely anemic and had to anyway. Two units of blood infused over 6 hours. I learned something new as a result - you also have to take Benadryl when receiving blood to avoid any possible allergic reactions - even if you are the same type. You talk about a sleepy puppy! It was all I could do to keep my eyes open. As a result of dozing off all throughout the day, I was up all night. That’s the part Robin loved the most since she was in the same room with me. I could tell the transfusion did help me feel a lot better.
Saturday, Feb.26th, 2006
I got an early start on Saturday with a shower, shave and walking around the station a lot. The infusion helped me feel and function much better. One of my surgical Dr.’s came by for a follow-up and also ordered a bilateral leg scan for any potential blood clots in the legs since there is so much swelling in the thighs. The Central line in my right neck was removed today and it did not even hurt! The only problem today was that the leg scan took longer than anticipated so I missed lunch and my lunchtime pain meds – not a good idea. Here came the headache and nausea (two not so friendly things) along with the surgical pain. It took a few hours, but things are back to usual now. All I really need now is a genuine movement.
Spent some more time with the kids today. Robin walked them around the “Hospital’ (which is really an understatement considering the size of these buildings). They are all connected by enclosed above ground transport modules/tubes. There are numerous large sculptures which serve as landmarks to orient people

One step closer home....

We have been released this morning to return to the RV park. We are awaiting our discharge papers and we will be on our way. Randy and Sonya, my brother and sister-in-law, brought up Lauren and Bryan to see us this weekend and we will get to spend more time with them today at the park instead of in the hospital. Bryan has a hard time being quiet and not getting bored while visiting us in the hospital. We will update later once we get settled in at the campground. We love you all so much and thank you for taking this journey with us.

RW

Update....

I wanted to let you all know what is going on and ask for you to pray. The Dr.s have decided to give George some blood (2 units). It will be infused over 6 hours today. They will also be giving him some vitamin K to clot any small blood leaks to see if this blood issue can resolve itself without them having to perform tests and all that to see what is going on. I know that once he receives the blood he is going to feel stronger. He has been on the weak side for days. He has been walking and all but he hasn't felt 100%. There is so much God is showing me through this process and at some point I will sit down and write what He has graciously ministered to me. Our God is sooo good to keep us and keep the things we entrust to Him. Pray specifically for GOOD blood and for George's continues recovery.

thanks and God bless
RW

A day of "unplugging

Hello everyone, I have been gorked out pretty good over the last few days, so I have lost track of time. Slow start this am, but the Dr.'s have decided it was time for me to try some solid food and see how it goes. Grits, eggs and toast never tasted so good. Then I ate a late lunch of chicken, spinach and a few bites of sweet potato. So far everything is doing it's job.
I have had several visitors come to my room and pray for us - people that I don't even know - friends of a friend type thing. That's a blessing.
Today has been a day of "unplugging" - in more ways than one. I no longer have an NG tube or the Foley - every man's fear! And the epidural pump has been removed from my spine. I'm glad I went with the epidural. Now we will be carefully using pills in place of the epidual pump.
I've been between faith and frustration about 1000 x's today. I guess that is the challenge to all of us everyday. Choose life like He said.
Jimmy C. came by for a visit. He is a friend of Robin's from LSU. Several friends of the John's also came by for a visit. Mom, Dad and aunt Eva came by, too. They have been such a comfort and blessing in so many ways."
We continue to pray for those mentioned in previous posts. Thanks for everything ya'll. To God be the Glory. GW/RW.
"For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love and a sound mind"

What a difference a day makes...

I'm sorry that I didn't post anything yesterday. It was a hard day for George. He was in a significant amount of pain. Late night before last he began going to the bathroom (hallelujah) however he was having horrible abdominal cramps. The pain medication didn't seem to be doing the trick. Well, by 5:00pm he was in almost out of control pain. Finally, the pain team was able to give him enough stuff to make him comfortable so he could sleep. And sleep he did. He had a great night and is continuing to have a good morning. We covet your prayers because we know that they are a difference maker.

Prayer points:
His hemoglobin is low so they are considering giving him some blood--George would rather not have to have blood so please pray the numbers come up

Continue to pray against infection and that as his GI tract begins working that the cramping would be to a minimum.

To God be all the glory. Even in the midst of things we don't understand and pain we may watch a loved one suffer we MUST conclude that God is still on the throne.

Love
RW

Thank God for good medication (when you need it)!!!

A little frustrated over the past few days, but it's still one day at a time and even sometimes one breath at a time. Thank God also for a wife who has been standing by her man even when he gets impatient. This is a test which, when properly perceived, can be won even in the midst of pain and fatigue. Maintain your presence of mind by inputting the Word of God frequently.

Dr. Pisters, whom I have not seen since the surgery, came by for a visit. He was on a medical missions trip. That's good to know. The treatment has been great, but you still need someone with you if you have to be in the hospital. Mistakes can be made. Miscommunication can happen at any level. We walked to the food court tonight so I could at least smell some food - which might trigger an appropriate response.

Please continue to pray for Dr. Michael H. for a healing from cancer.
Jill H. too. We work in the same office. She had surgery the day before I did.
John S. from Hosanna 1st Assembly - he recently began suffering a lot of pain with an unknown cause. The Dr.'s thought it may have been the kidneys, exactly what is causing the pain is yet unknown.
Chrstine W. for breast cancer in California.
And of course, I solicite your prayers also.

Don't let mistakes bring you down. Mistakes are like stones - you can trip over them and curse the stones, pick them up and build a wall to be a separation between people who have hurt you, or you can take the stones and build steps so you can see farther.
If God be for us, who can be against us? Love you all. GW/RW

P.S. Hey to Lauren and Bryan, our two wonderful kids.

Hey ya'll let's get this potty started...

OOPS!!! I meant party. Well we are day five into our recovery and God is continuing to show Himself faithful as always. George has lost a lot of the fluid he was carrying and that has made his breathing much easier. The Drs. have heard a slight rumbling in his intestines so we are believing that things will get to moving. Oh what a glorious day that will be. They removed one of his IV lines and he had a small superficial clot but the Drs. said that will be O.K. We continue to be blessed by all of your prayers, support, and comments. You all are the best group of family and friends anyone could ask for.

Pray also for more divine appointments for me (Robin). I have had many and it has been awesome to share hope with people who seem hopeless.

Oh by the way, George wants you all to know that the part of yesterday's message that was written about the new disease ICDI was written under the influence of a little pain medication. Some of the thoughts may not be consistent but I typed it like he had typed it.

We love you all
RW

This is George speaking....

George sent me to the computer room to type a few things. He says:

I want people to be free throughout the salvation offered by Jesus Christ. Free from the binding power of sin. Not free to be arrogant, self righteous, independent and prideful, but rather free to love, and be loved, to be unselfish, generous and humble; seeking the will of God for their lives- working together for the good of all. I want people to be set free! Free from the prison which sin constructs whether by choice or by being naive and misguided. I know Jesus came for that purpose to "destroy the works of the devil". Check out the evening news and see the works of the devil in living color. Jesus said, "if the Son makes you free you are free indeed". I want to be free and to live like someone who is free. I pray the same for us all.


On a lighter side:

This is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it! I believe last night was the best sleep I have had in almost a week. That can make a huge difference in your healing and your attitude--because it is a fact that maintaining a good attitude throughout an illness can significantly improve the rate of healing.

Just out----There have been many case studies explaining all of the brain chemistry involved in this new disease and how it spreads. As with most situations, such as this, you have a left vs. a right-- a black vs. a white and alive vs. dead. In this particular instance we have Psychosomatic healing versus ICDI*. ICDI* is almost identical in its mind to body link but with a totally different shall we say "negative" impact on the one who contracts this disease.

This disease is very subtle and it is believed that it can pass from one generation to the next. In some cases the scientists are telling us the same old remedies our grandmothers gave us can also be used very successfully. This is the remedy given which will help anyone seeking a cure. First you must awake every morning and say out loud " this is the day that the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it". You also must say things like "if God be for us , who can be against us, and greater is He that is in me than he that is in the world." We could go on and on for years and never run out of this prescription given to us by our God. This counteracts any attempts of the enemy of our soul to infect us with "ICDI". So let's get ahead of the game and use the given remedy. Let's get ahead of the game and continue to quote the Word of God over our situations. OH, by the way, ICDI stands for "I Can't Do It". God never said you couldn't (other than committing sin) do it. So someone else must have told you you couldn't do it. Because God has always told us if we have a mustard seed, we can do it.

Respiratory therapy and extra fluid...

Just talked to George. A chest x-ray showed some fluid around his lungs. They're adding some fluid-reducing meds, and he will be doing some respiratory therapy. He sounded pretty chipper. Please keep up the prayers. He's still walking laps trying to get his digestive system moving. So far, so good...

Please also keep the following folks in your prayers: Jack (brain cancer), Austin (heart-lung transplant), PawPaw Bob (heart arrythmia, bad cold)

Randy (Robin's brother)

"Lord, after this suffering, let it be said that what has happened to me has really served to advance the gospel. As a result, make my Savior clear to all those around me. Because of my suffering and willing perseverance, cause others to be encouraged to speak the Word of God more courageously and fearlessly." Philippians 1:12-14

Prayer request for George...

Please pray for me because I am experiencing a lot of overall swelling which started today. It does not appear to be life-threatening, but it is a complication.

Thank you. We'll be talking to y'all later...

GW

Super Saturday...

Well today has been good. George is still lapping the nurses station. First step in victory...they removed his nasal gastric tube. Now he can swallow without much pain. Here are a couple of prayer points.

Pray that he stays infection free
Pray that there will be no internal leaking
Pray for a good report from the pathology
Pray for God to use us and be glorified

One more thing. I met a lady from New Iberia. Her husband is here because of brain cancer. His name is Jack Hunter. Could you remember him in prayer. I would love to see God minister hope to him and his wife Sandy.

I promise today you will hear from George. I will come back down later and type it in.

RW

George is on the go....

Well George has now lapped the nurses station at least 15 times. Of course, we all know George is the type that if you tell him he needs to do it 1 time he will do 10. But that is good because that determination along with his awesome trust in our Lord is what is going to see him through. The pain is much better today. More, later.

RW

Friday morning update...

Well last night was difficult at times but with God's help and grace we have made it through. George's pain is being managed with an epidural line in his back and during the night it was not working as well as it should have been. However, this morning he seems like a new man. He has already made 5 laps around the nurses station and is sitting up visiting with his mom while I'm down here updating the blog. Just know that your prayers are strong and effective, and we are living on the wings of all of your prayers. Our Father is sooooo faithful, and we continue to stand and watch the deliverance of our LORD.

George will be dictating to me what he wants to put on the next update so yáll can hear from him instead of me. I love you all more than you will ever know.

RW

All is well...

Latest update on George. He is in his own room. He is doing well, considering what he's been through. As of right now, he is sleeping. Earlier today, we had him sitting in a chair. Keep praying for his continued quick recovery. We love you all!!

RW

LATE NIGHT....

Tonight when I was talking to George he asked me to post this song by Keith Green. He is doing well still a little groggy but he seems to be doing well. This song says it all. Be blessed. More tomorrow.

RUSHING WIND - KEITH GREEN

Rushing wind blow through this temple
Blowing out the dust within
Come and breathe your breath upon me
I’ve been born again

Holy Spirit I surrender
Take me where you want to go
Plunge me by your living waters
Plant me deep so I can grow

Jesus you’re the One who set my spirit free
Use me Lord glorify your Holy Name through me


Separate me from this world Lord
Sanctify my life for You
Daily change me to Your image
Help me bear good fruit

Everyday You’re drawing closer
Trials come to test my faith
But when all is said and done Lord
You know its been worth the wait

Jesus you’re the One who set my spirit free
Use me Lord glorify your Holy Name through me

Answer to all our prayers

Well the doctor met with us and let us know that George was out of surgery and in recovery. He is doing so well the doctor said he doesn't anticipate him having to go to ICU at all. He will let George spend the night in recovery and be put in a room tomorrow. He needed no blood transfusions and the doctor said surgery went very, very well. He removed the head of the pancreas, the gall bladder, the bile duct the top of the small intestine and all was reattached without a hitch. God our Father is so faithful and we have truly sensed His presence. We have stood and God has shown Himself faithful. Thanks again to all who have prayed and held us up before the Father. I will see George at 6:00 and can't wait to let him know how much I love him. I'll let him know you all love him too.
RW

2:00 update

The nurse said that the doctor is almost finished removing the mass. All other organs are clear (answer to prayer). The reconnection of the stomach and pancreas etc will take almost another 2 hours. All is going well George is doing fine. Please continue to pray.

By the way I wanted to share with y'all what George said while the sedation was taking affect. His eyes were squinted and he pointed his finger to the anesthesiologist and said, "I'm blessed and everyhwere I go people are blessed because I serve a Big God. I've been looking forward to this surgery." George in rare form, oh wait that's normal form.

More later.....

surgery has begun....

The actual surgery began at 9:12. We were given an update at about 10:50 that the doctor was iscolating the pancrease and all ws going well. More to come our next update will be at 12:00pm. We love you all and are thankful for your prayers.

RW

' Twas the Night before .....

We just had a great time with my family and pastor Don and sis. Eileen. My Dad, Mom and Aunt Eva had cooked grilled ribs, etc. – enough for everybody. Of course, I could not eat any. (Now why couldn’t this happen when they were passing out old Christmas fruit cake?) Just kidding. I wish so many of my other family could be here with us and I know they would if circumstances allowed. We read several scriptures pertaining to our present situation and prayed for a while together. God was in the room in a big way as was His peace. We desire to see God move in all of us for His Glory. Life can be so beautiful when we look through the eyes of faith.
The happy juice, well, let’s just say that it works!!!
We have an early alarm time set. I’ll wake up ready to get this behind me. You know, begin with the end in mind. Thanks for the calls, letters and encouragement. I could not do it with out all of you.
Resting in His Grace and Mercy, George

Surgery time ....

The surgery people say that I am to be at the hospital for 6:30 am. I will then be prepped and brought to another floor. They did not say exactly what time the first incision will happen but it should be within the hour I would guess.

Robin’s parents are here (4:30 pm) and Pastor Don and sister Eileen should be in town by now. He said they would be staying at a hotel in the area. Hopefully we can together tonight.

One day at a time ya'll, one day at a time. "Give us this day our daily bread ...."

John 11:25 25 Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live.

How great a Salvation ...

Get to drink the 'happy juice' tomorrow and surgery the next day. Here are some thoughts on the greatness of God and the salvation He offers to "whosoever believes".

God never said we would be without pain and suffering in this present age, but He did promise to be with us in the midst of the challenges and storms which life invariably brings to our door step. He is even with us when we bring these things upon ourselves through sin or disobedience. How great a Salvation! How great is the love of the Father! If He went to such great lengths to save us by His great love even while in our sin, is not that same love extended towards us after salvation? Never deny God the freedom to forgive you and love you – regardless of the situation. Forgive 7 x 70 Jesus said, all we have to do is ask.
He can turn water into wine and sorrow into joy! He is our source, provider, defender, encourager, comforter and friend. He has never known defeat – the Cross was not defeat – He even planned that for our sake. Do we need to be reminded about the Resurrection? No foe can defeat Him, not even death and no god can stand before Him. He does not sleep or slumber and He is always on time. He is our remedy, our medicine for the sickness known as ‘self’. He is our calm in the storm, our peace in turmoil. He is our hope and our future. He is Immanuel – God with us! Oh! How great a salvation!

"For the Word of the cross is to those who are perishing foolishness, but to those of us who are being saved it is the power of God." I Corinthians 1:18

Back in Houston ... again...

Back in Houston and it is cold – around 25 degrees. It was so good to see everyone at home and work and also church this morning. Pastor Don Williams preached a spirit led message this morning concerning how God’s grace is sufficient for us in any and every given situation. One brother after the service said, “he hit me between the eyes (spiritually speaking) “. It has happened many, many times to me that the message preached confirms things either that I am going through or something the Lord showed me in the Word or in prayer. Worship was awesome, as usual. We have an incredibly talented worship team at Hosanna.
Robin and I sat on the left side of the sanctuary this morning instead of front and center where we have been sitting for about 15 years. It was neat to see the congregation from a different perspective. I could see the peoples faces – many of whom I have known over the past 15 years. This is my church family. I thought about all of the things many of us have gone through individually and as a congregation. Our lives have been woven together like a beautiful tapestry over the years. Many of our children have grown up together and blossomed into young ladies and young men. Time has slipped by so fast, evidenced by a few new wrinkles and a few more gray hairs – and through it all is the evidence of the Faithfulness and the Love of our Lord and our Savior.
I noticed something else as I looked around the congregation - there were way too many available seats. God’s house – this house – was not full. I shared that with Russell who was standing near me. I want it to be full, standing room only. Every empty seat means a life not changed and every occupied seat means a life available for Godly change. I have never boasted about the size of any church and do not desire to have numbers for numbers sake, but oh! those empty seats began to eat on me! God fill them! Fill them for Your Glory! Call me a fanatic, but Jesus died for people – people like you and me. I am praying for the Holy Spirit to move on me, you and the people that are around us that need Jesus so badly. What can I do to ensure another generation will be changed by Jesus in the next 15 years? Do what God leads us to do. God is preparing us.
Thanks again to my family and friends for the support. We appreciate you all so much.
Surgery is still scheduled for this Wednesday in the morning – we will know exactly when Tues. evening. Talk to you all tomorrow.

Beautiful day ...

Beautiful day, a bit chilly however. We had a day of organizing papers, bills, letters of encouragement and prayer and of course junk mail. Carefully shot a few hoops with Bryan. Our nephew 'Coo' (that's his nickname) had a birthday party tonight. It was fun. They all grow up so fast. Family prayer and off to bed.

The 'Glorious' CD that Lauren A. gave to my Lauren has been such a blessing! I highly recommend it to anyone interested in entering into the Presence of the Lord. You can get it from Christ for the Nations on the net or a local Christian bookstore.

Courtney from Alabama sent Robin and I two beautiful gifts -thankyou! I have mine on now.
Jerry and Barbara from up the east coast ( S. Carolina) sent me a CD about healing - listened to it twice already today. We still miss ya'll.
Hazel, listened to the tape you gave to me at least twice so far. God had us at the right place at the right time!

1)Please pray for Bruce and Micki. Bruce was diagnosed with cancer in several organs and asks for prayer. He and his wife have served God for 25 years. They need a touch from God. They live in Minn.
2)Pray for Jill H. - a coworker of mine. She will be having surgery this Tuesday to remove a pancreas tumor similar to what I was diagnosed with.
3)Pray for Michael H. also a coworker diagnosed with cancer.
4)And for Austin Barber - the 12 year old we meet at our RV park in Houston. He needs a heart/lung transplant.
5) For me, my surgery is scheduled this Wednesday morning.

We all need a touch from God.

" And suddenly there came from heaven a noise like a violent, rushing wind ...." Acts 2:2. May God's Spirit breath on you even as you read this word. See ya'll. GW/RW

Friday night special ...

Got to wake up in my own house today and cook my kids breakfast, visit with brother-in-law over lunch (Chinese food at the King Buffet) and visit my friends at CVT. They did a raffle for us and today was the day to pull three tickets. It worked out that I was present and they wanted me to do the honors. We shook the box between each pull and can you believe who won the big gas grill? The first house we lived in when i moved to Baton Rouge in 1989 had the best neighbors - Frank and Laurie - it was them! They had bought some tickets - I didn't even know they knew about the raffle. What a small world. (Again, thankyou CVT freinds for helping raise some money - it will come in very handy once the bills start rolling in). Then it was off to a basketball game or make that two games. Then there was a senior send off for some of the kids at school. That made for a full day/evening.
Here is a few lines from a song I wrote about 5 years ago.

Live every day, like it may be your last
You can mold your future, but you can't change your past
Your yesterdays, they are all gone
But tomorrow, is yet to come

I have really been trying to soak up as much life as i can for these 3 days before going back for the surgery. The people, sights and sounds. Friends and family make life so much richer. I could not have asked for anything better. God is so good. I pray that all who read this will be moved to reconsider their lives. May God open our eyes to see things as He does.
God be with you -GW/RW.

Home.....

Home!
Is it just me or does the air in central smell better than Houston? (I may be biased, just a little) The dog was much more excited to see us than the kids. But then again, I have never told him to go clean his room. Back to homework, basketball games and practice. The kids look like they have grown since we saw them just a week ago. I watered my plants and went shopping at Wally World for a few days worth of groceries.
Seriously, I literally felt something changing the closer we got to home. I don't know if it was spiritual or psychological or a little of both. I guess you could liken it to a soldier being wounded in a battlefield, going to the medical tent and then given time to recuperate. The soldier has been in a sheltered place with less action, conflict and challenges. Upon returning to the battlefield he has to readjust back to battlefield conditions.
So what did this Christian do to counter this "feeling" that hit me?
Worship and Word.
Immanuel, God with us
He inhabits the praises of His people
the Word of God is living and active and sharper than any two edged sword
the Lord is my strength and my shield, my rock and fortress, my deliverer
Rejoice in the Lord always, and again I say rejoice!
Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you
keep seeking the things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God
Set your mind on the things above.
Rejoice in the little things. Nothing is mundane when it is an act of worship and thanksgiving. Be blessed by seeking to be a blessing... God uses you when you sometimes least expect it... The paths of the righteous are directed by God... Be not deceived, God is not mocked, whatsoever a person sows, that shall they also reap... Do not grow weary in doing good....
Friends, feelings come and go as we all know, but the Word of God is Eternal! Begin to worship and praise Him and watch what happens to your feelings.
May God bless you and keep you and make His face shine upon you and give you rest.
In peace I will both lie down and sleep, For thou alone, O Lord, dost make me to dwell in safety ( Psalm 4:8) . Good night.
GW/RW

Coming home for a few days...

We will be leaving Houston in a few hours. Looking forward to getting back to my own bed for a few days before we head for the surgery date. Just like little Dorothy said, " there's no place like home ". Hopefully we will get to see as many of our friends as possible before we have to return. Liberty Christian Fellowship in Cleveland Texas has treated us like family. Thanks to Pat and Bob (Andrea's parents) for introducing us to all the great people of that church.
We are still in a mode of believing God for great things. Robin told me, ' this thing is not over yet' (referring the cancer) and I told her it will never be over. The Christian is in a constant battle at some level - we are in a War. But as the Word says, ' the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty unto God for the pulling down of strongholds'. We will be fighting the enemy on the one hand and loving people on the other. If GOD be for us, who can be against us?
Can't wait to get home. See yo all soon. GW/RW

Robin again....

As George stated in yesterday's note we are standing firm believing we are in the center of His will. Tonya Rainey sent me a comment on yesterday's blog talking about a devotion about the 3 Hebrew children. How awesome that was to see from her because that morning before the Dr.'s appointment that is the very scripture God gave me to read and to be confident in. Also while we were waiting to see the Dr. (and what a wait it was 2 hours) I felt the Lord say "Do you trust me?" I responded yes Lord I trust you and He said "Then stand still and see the salvation of the Lord." I said ok Lord. So when the Dr. came in and stated that there had been no change and we began discussing the surgery I knew that God was in this and that we just have to stand. Knowing that you are all standing with us is more comforting than any of you could imagine. I sense no fear and my heart is at peace knowing that our Lord has the final word. It is our heart to continue to make His praise glorious and to make Him known everywhere we go.

I feel like I am in the middle of a Holy Ghost set-up like Joseph. His brothers meant to harm him but all along God had a greater plan and through what seemed disaster God brought together His plan for the birthing of the nation of Israel. We have been attending services every night at a church north of Houston. Ed Traut is ministering the word and also operating in the office of a prophet. He taught the other night that before Israel became a nation it had to be birthed and that Egypt was the womb. There they grew and multiplied in number and became a great people and through the birth pains (plaques) and blood, and water( the Red Sea parting) the nation of Israel was birthed as they came through the Red Sea. WOW All of that started because God set-up Joseph to be in Egypt to save Jacobs family from certain destruction during the famine.

By the way the minister called us out in service and gave us a Word. We have transcribed the word and have been meditating on it. God has proved one more time that He knows where we are.

Our God has more on His mind than just healing George and George and I are submitted to whatever, however, whenever. God alone will have the say so.

For anyone interested in sending us some snail mail we got a mail box yesterday. The temporary address is George Waites c/o Lakeview Resort 11991 S. Main St. Box 3 Houston, TX 77035

Love you all and we will be coming home for a couple of days Thurs. - Sun. can't wait to see our family and our Hosanna Family RW

This just in ...

We met with Dr. Peter Pisters this morning - a class act doctor. Very steady and bright. We are comfortable as one can be with a surgeon I suppose. So far I recommend him to anyone who may be in need of such a surgeon. These guys have excellent surgical and post operative statistics as far as infection and other complications. We have much confidence in their abilities, but more so in the hand of God and His Will.
Surgery is scheduled Wednesday, Feb. 15th, 2006. The day before is 'prep' day with some fun juice to drink ( anyone remember the dinner scene on the nutty pofessor? Ha Ha). We are debating on whether we should come home a few days or not. That remains to be seen.
Thankyou so much for the words of encouragement. Keep Robin in prayer as she is physically fatigued and her right eye is bloodshot, itchy and running since yesterday. She is at the eye Dr.'s office as I type.
The church we are attending is quite a drive but is it well worth it. The guest preacher operates in the prophetic and he spoke a word over Robin and I in the Sunday evening service. Wow! We got the tape and Robin transcribed it. It has confirmed many things already going on that this gentleman had no way of knowing, but God does. We will share it with anyone interested.
My parents and my mother's sister Eva are staying with us as we approach surgery (before and after). I am so thankful for their presence and support. There are other people who would love to be here but cannot due to physical limitations.
I also would like to ask for you all to pray for a 12 year old boy who is in need of a heart/lung transplant. His name is Austin Barber and we have been spending time with him almost every day while e-mailing or washing clothes, etc. Please pray for Austin and his dad Shane that he would remain as healthy as can be while awaiting a transplant and for financial support due to the expensive nature of waiting.
Another request is a lady I work with named Jill. She has been diagnosed with masses in the liver and pancreas ( I stand to be corrected if that is not accurate). She is the 3rd person at my office diagnosed with cancer. What's the deal? Please lift her up a few minutes as you read this.

Scripture records Jesus saying that " the things impossible with men are possible with God."
There is no dissapointment in my heart since the tumor did not 'dissappear'. That was my first choice, but I believe in a Sovereign God Whose thoughts are higher than mine and Whose ways are much higher than mine. We seek Him and His righteousness and we know all things will be added.
Please pass on the date to those who may not have access to the internet. Thankyou. GW/RW

CT scan this morning ...

Good afternoon. Still windy, enough to knock you down!
The CT was this morning. We got there at 7:20 am and were leaving before 10 am. I did not even feel the needle when they started the IV hep lock - and they used an 18 gauge needle! The contrast is pretty nasty tasting like last time, but it was easier to drink (for some reason) this time. The scan was done on a GE Light Speed CT scanner. It did not take as long.
No results as of yet. We will meet with Dr. Peter Pisters tomorrow.
We have put our confidence in God. It's not the amount of faith you have ( Jesus said even faith the size of a mustard seed was enough), it's the amount of doubt you have. Remove the doubt, force it out by putting the Word of God in it's place. The Word of God creates faith, " faith comes from hearing, and hearing by the word of Christ". (NAS) Romans 10:17. Remember " F I D O " - Faith In - Doubt Out. If you fill a container to the brim with the desired contents (faith), there will be no room for any other thing (doubt). If your cup is full of faith, then you gain more faith, it will then begin to spill over into your saucer and then it splashes over onto those around you. We are standing in the confidence that God is in total control. Period. And the prayer requests sent to us - we have been praying for. Thankyou for praying with us concerning our present situation.

A special note to all of my friends and Doctors at work - CVT Vascular and Surgical - I miss you all. Thankyou so much for your support.

As soon as we find out any results we will post them. In Christ, GW/RW.

" Face God with the problem, then face the problem with God."

Blog was down yesterday afternoon into the late evening ...

I could not even get on it myself. I think the server was having problems. Anyway ...

This is day 5 of the 5 days of faith. We continue to pray and expect to see The LORD GOD do great things. The theme of constant prayer has been noticed througout the majority of e-mail, blog comments and phone calls. We should all be in constant prayer at one level or another, but our lives do get busy and we get distracted. However, we can stay in a ready attitude of prayer, open for The LORD to speak to us and direct us at a moments notice.
We will be going to church at Liberty Christian Fellowship in Cleveland Texas this morning. There is a brother who will be leading preaching named Ed Traut. He operates in the prophetic.
We are looking forward to hearing him speak.
We had a birthaday party in the rec. room at the RV park. We had cake and the place provides popcorn and drinks to the people staying here all day and night. It was fun, She got a new study Bible from us and a journal from her aunt Sonya and uncle Randy. It was great to see everyone from home. (Especially our kids).
Time to go. GW and RW

This is the One we serve. " And the One Who sat there (on the Throne) appeared like the crystilline brightness of jasper and the fiery sardius, and encircling the throne there was a halo that looked like a rainbow of emerald ... " Revelation 4:3

Mixed bag ...

A couple of things -

I talked with Doug B. from Southeastern LA University on friday - hopefully I'll hear from Chris K. and Keith N. too.

The " Archives " contain posts from day one for those who would like to catch up.

This is the 4th day of the five days of faith. Continue to praise Him for what He is going to do.

Is it always so windy in Houston???

Psalms 119:175 " Let my soul live that it may praise Thee ". GW.

Happy Birthday Lauren !!!

We cannot believe you are already 15 ! We are very proud of you and all of your accomplishments - and for your love for Jesus. May you have many, many more wonderful Birthdays. We love you, Mom and Dad.

2 Timothy 2:15

From an old hymnal .....

This will bless you. I have an old church hymnal that I bought the other day. I was reading through it and came across this short but beautiful song, which is sung slowly. It was written by a man named Daniel Iverson who was born in 1890. The scripture reference is from Acts 10:44, "The Holy Spirit came on all who heard the message..."

" Spirit of the living God, fall fresh on me;
Spirit of the living God, fall fresh on me.
Break me, melt me, mold me, fill me.
Spirit of the living God, fall fresh on me."

We are now in day three of our five days of faith. Please continue to pray and praise along with us as we expectantly wait on God. May God turn up your "expector".

For those of you who have sent prayer requests to us, we are praying along with you.

Talk to y'all soon
Love GW and RW

For our kids ....

We miss our kids! This is a note to them that we love you two very, very much and we are so proud of you both. Keep being a blessing to all of those around you!

Crisis ...

Sonja H. sent this to me -
The Trumpet by Bill Burns

January 30, 2006:"Speak into your crisis. Bring your crisis before Me, says the Lord, and then speak into your crisis, for the Word has power to change circumstances. I say, it will bring My favor. My Word spoken shall indeed remove the mountain that is before you. Rise up in this time and speak to your mountain and it shall be removed. Prophesy and proclaim My Word over your situation, and no weapon formed against you shall prosper and every tongue that has risen up against you is condemned".

What makes this so interesting is that just the night before my dad and I were coming back from the store. He was waiting for me in his truck listening to the radio. When I got into the truck I turned it up only to here the word 'crisis'. The speaker proceeded to say that the Chinese word for crisis contains both the idea of 'danger and opportunity'. Come to find out this was a Christian station. He continued to talk about taking otherwise 'dangerous' circumstances and looking for the 'God' opportunity hidden within. Of course, that was probably just another coincidence (Ha Ha).

As for as our present status - there will be another CT scan this Monday and the Dr.'s appointment is the next day (Tues). We are expecting God to move. Love ya'll - GW/RW.

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Robin's turn....

I wanted to take this time and share with you how God has ministered to me in the last couple of days. As I was in the word yesterday, I began looking up the scriptures that George and I have been standing on. I want to share them with you so you can be praying in agreement with us according to God’s Word. Let me encourage you as God has encouraged me. While on the way to Houston we had started listening to a teaching by Dutch Sheets on faith and miracles. We weren’t able to finish it because of the quality of the CD player in the vehicle we were in. But what he said was that God will confirm His Word with signs and wonders following but we must give God something to confirm. We must put His word out there and then expect that God will honor His Word. Well yesterday we decided to locate an Assembly of God church in the area and go for service last night. We located a church fairly close and I began praying for the Lord to give us a word and to minister to us. Well He did. While in praise and worship the pastor went to the pulpit and said that no one was here by mistake and that God had something He wanted to say to us. He said that it was something that God Himself wanted to speak to each individual and asked for us all to be quiet and listen to what the Lord was telling us. Through my tears, I began writing what I felt the Lord saying to me. It went as follows:

“My Word is true and it is trustworthy. As you stand on it you will not
be denied the truth of it. As Jesus spoke words and My prophets spoke
words, they were words given to live throughout the ages and stand the
test of time and be found rock solid and true.”

God is so gracious that the worship leader sang a song during the offering that was almost exactly the words I had written down. The last sentence of the chorus was “I am waiting on my miracle.”

After last night I feel even stronger that we need to be praying God’s word back to Him and to thank Him in the fact that His word is true and He can be trusted to bring to completion the evidence of His word.

The following scriptures are the ones that we have stood on and continue to bring before our Father. Would you join with us?
Psalm 91:15,16
Psalm 103:1-5
Psalm 118:17-18
Matt. 21:21-22
John 14:11-14
John 15:7

As you look up these scriptures be encouraged that we serve a big God who is on our side and wants to bless His children and who loves us more than we can even imagine.

Thanks for standing with us,
Robin

Five days ...

Good morning,
Late last night I realized had been given 5 days before the next test. What do I do? Go home or stay and wait? Robin and I prayed from 10 pm to midnight. I sensed one thing for sure, that "I had better get as spiritually serious as I possibly can". (Those of you who know me, know how goofy and lighthearted I can be). We've prayed for the healing, taken a confident, unified stand in Christ's ability to heal and deliver and now we are going to praise Him and thank Him keeping an open Heaven.
Do any of you have a need? Whether physical, financial, family/children or any other thing that you are needing help with, don't wish about it. The Heavens are open! Get alone with God and let Him know about it. And if you would, let Robin and I know about it (use our e-mail address below) so we can be praying and agreeing with you.

If you are not even a Christian, God has made provision for you through Christ's Death and Resurrection. Don't wait till tomorrow or until you get a few things straight. It's a free gift and you will never regret following the One who gave His all for you. Ask Jesus Christ into you heart and life, repent and receive His gift. Any questions about what to do, e-mail me and Robin at grwaites@bellsouth.net. We will gladly do whatever we can to help. We are not perfect, but He is.

" For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of youselves, it is the free gift of God; not as a result of works, that no one should boast;" Ephesians 2:8-9.

Again, thank you so much everyone who has helped us. You will reap a harvest.